Desert Rain

 

I feel like the sand is blowing away into the storm.

I’m inside this dream that feels just like a desert rain.

- Edward Maya

 

x EdgyShark x

Look, Beer!

It was my dad’s birthday and so this one uncle, sent a lot of booze for the party. I went to get it collected in a big suitcase and on my way back from his place, felt quite excited to be sitting next to a couple of crates of beer. I text my mum, “Ain’t got a care in the world but got plenty of beer!”

She texts me back: “Remember, beer beer everywhere, but not a drop to drink!”

That’s where I get *some* of the Edge from

There’s more though:

Today, when all his friends came for the party, they immediately moved to the big stuff like scotch and whiskey and so now we have a refrigerator full of two crates of chilled beer and only me to finish it off.

x EdgyShark x

Unicorns of the Sea

A very happy sixteenth to Jenny. – B.

Who knew partying was a task in its own? But you know, sometimes, it’s probably everything that adds to it that matters. A little fun here and there, temper snapping like a loose thread, coupled with bits of my anger all over the wall.

And at the end of the day, there’s nothing like the warm comfort of a soft voice and a blanket to sum the fun up.

x EdgyShark x

Warfare

What’s that armed weapon doing if you love him so much?

Fix it before we run out of time.

Now.

x EdgyShark x

Shiny Noise

I have five jobs.

I’m trying to earn money so that I can do some things. (That’s a secret, I won’t tell you.)

I’m working late. I’m all cranky and weirdly satiated at the same time.

I go to pick my sister up from a party after work and she makes me wait in the car for half an hour.

She then randomly texts me that;

She just *like that* went and bought herself a super shiny velvet black coloured drum kit.

Yeah, life’s like that. I need to begin with my “How To Deal With Jealousy Vol.I” classes with Kazim.

x EdgyShark x

Every Breath You Take

I noticed the weirdest thing ever. This song, Every Breath You Take by The Police/Sting, is actually the perfect Stalker song. What’s not to believe? Let’s do a re-check.

Every breath you take and every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take, I’ll be watching you
Every single day and every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay, I’ll be watching you

What if someone sang you these lyrics really creepily? Don’t you think it’s over the top and STALKER much?! Every breath you take, every move you make, I’ll be watching you. Good luck while you’re peeing and taking a shower. Those horror scenes getting slashed in the cubicle could come true. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

Oh can’t you see you belong to me?
How my poor heart aches with every step you take
Every move you make and every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake, I’ll be watching you
Since you’ve gone I’ve been lost without a trace

He’ll be watching you. Every damn thing that you do. Oh faaaaaack. Listen to the song reaaaaally carefully, and you’ll understand what I’m actually talking about. Wait, it gets better with the next paragraph.

I dream at night
I can only see your face
I look around but it’s you I can’t replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please

He’s crying now. And when he dreams at night, he only sees your face. Oh can’t you seeeee, you belong to him? Ha ha ha. *Evil*

Every step you take, I’ll be watching you
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay, I’ll be watching you
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake, I’ll be watching you
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay, I’ll be watching you
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take, I’ll be watching you

And there’s more, and they just won’t stop singing for about a couple of minutes, and trust me, in Stalker Ville, that’s really long. His croonies keep singing in the background. Every game you play, every smile you fake, hahahaha! Have fun getting scared!

x EdgyShark x

In Absentia

My apologies for not having been present for the last couple of days.

One of the nights called for great rounds of emotion spilling, and the other, the exact opposite, drunkenness. I went to the French Opera last night at the Marble Palace, right here and it was beautiful. That place is amazing more than anything: the perfect gardens, fountains, original paintings in the halls, the ballrooms, everything.

The Opera was about the story of a woman from her childhood, and I *did* understand some of the pieces in French! Afterward, we had a cocktail party where I got a little tipsy because of all the wine. The only disappointment was that I didn’t wear a dress, but at least I didn’t feel too under-dressed anyway.

Although, I didn’t really like the French food. Artichokes and avocados are not my thing. But it was fun.

x EdgyShark x

80′s Rock n Roll

There’s nothing better than doing a little soul searching on your own, alone.

She was wearing this loose grey t-shirt that read 80s Rock n Roll, black cigarette jeans and her Nike shoes. She had some time on her hands. Music plugged in her ears, she shut the rest of the world out, swaying her hips and dancing to her tunes, not caring about whatever was going on around her. She walked into the confectionery, and bought herself an iced tea. Sipping, walking, listening to music.

The empty roads felt so good, she felt even greater. A sense of achievement without anything being done actually. Her bangs flipping on her forehead once in a while, the soft evening breeze doing its rounds on her cheekbones.

x EdgyShark x

(Weird) Melody In The Head

I don’t know why I actually paid enough attention  to this fact today, but I’ve realized that when you’r doing something really serious, or something that you should be putting your utmost concentration into, the weirdest songs come into your head.

I was busy writing my accounts paper today, and I’m not even going to name the kind of songs that kept playing on repeat and shuffle. I really tried hard to tune it all out, but it just kept coming back, worse. So the best thing to do in these kind of situations is basically to try and sing something more decent to your own mind.

And maybe it still won’t listen to you. Good luck!

x EdgyShark x

Winter And All That Jazz

Maaan, I love my French friends. It’s just so much fun with them, even more so attending the events hosted by Alliance. Like tonight, the acoustic evening with Titi Robin and his clan. It was simply amazing. You really missed something if you weren’t there.

x EdgyShark x