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A House Full of Crazy
I’ve been living in an apartment for the last one week with a bunch of five-six girls doing their own thing. It’s like America’s Next Top Model’s fashion house, except minus the glam-o-r-o-u-s. Sometimes it’s fun, but then obviously rthruyhtrjr.
Also, I’m still living out of my suitcase which makes me feel even more like a nomad, but it’s cool like that. Anyway my pizza’s on it’s way and I’m really not in the mood to live in an apartment with so many chicks. It’s alright for once, but I wanna get out of here, get my own place.
x EdgyShark x
Who’s Sitting Next To You?
Personally, it’s really important for me to know that I have a smartass sitting next to me when I’m doing something worthy. (That includes every moment I’m living, so.) I mean, isn’t it important for you to share the air you’re breathing, temporarily, with someone who has what it takes to make your brain jingle? Either with their looks, appeal or smart talking and thoughts.
Exam week’s on in Rawr-town and every time I go sit to write a paper, I always wonder who’s going to be sitting next to me. Yesterday, we had roll numbers 91 to 170 along with the third years sitting in our room. And really, having a fake cine star sit behind you is really unnerving because he makes you undergo utter nonsense in your head while you’re really trying to concentrate on Thomas Hobbes and the Social Contract Theory. Also, since I was sitting in the first row, it became important for me to show off my paper and make it look like a rainbow so that people around me (and behind me) get all nervous about their bland sheets and lack of salt to sprinkle. 😀 (I know that for a fact because Utsav came to me after and said, wow you’re paper was pretty. Like a pretty meadow. :P)
So anyway, today, I had a smart girl sit next to me, but then looks can be deceiving because she turned out to furtively glance here and there and copy answers off of other people. Really, turned me off. So much so that I finished my paper off and gave it up within an hour of its inception.
Even on flights, it’s always fun to have someone of interest sit next to you. But then how can you expect someone to just begin ranting off and show their non complacency in thinking? It takes a really socially outgoing person to do that, and we’re not all like that, myself included, when I’m busy PMS-ing, at least.
But wouldn’t it be nice if people were all outgoing and talking to each other and getting to know what lay in the other person’s mind? Because yes, according to a social experiment carried out by me, we do have the same thoughts. More on that later.
Yeah well, I’m being as normative as the solution written for the balance of governmental expenditures. I have to deflate the answer sheet tomorrow, during economics, thank you very much 😀
x EdgyShark
It’s Called A Revival
I understand that to most of you it might have seemed as if I’d have evaporated off the top of the stratosphere because I’ve been missing in (shark) action for the last six months of this year. But yeah, a lot’s been going on and it has come to my notice that since a lot of you have written to me asking me to begin blogging again, I found that this entire exercise does provide me with a moment of solace during the course of the day.
Furthermore, Jazz was bought for this reason. 😀
So hello children.
It’s been a roller coaster ride, the last half year since April 4th. I attained independence on the 4th of July (very ironic, I know!) as I moved to a small town, let’s just call it RAWR-town, and I’ve done a lot of shit since then. For obvious reasons the same cannot be posted for fear of causing reasonable apprehension in the minds of people, also known in tort terms as assault.
Grades are good, life is good. My social calendar is like a bad man’s karma, keeps coming back to slap me on my face. I guess that’s what the latent definition of college is anyway.
At this point, this post is a shout out to let you know my Jaws are back in full form and that despite the crazed abdomen pains that I have been suffering from for the last few weeks, I will be here, writing. Because obviously, since I can’t move around and do much, I might as well wave my fins in and around this sphere.
So long. No more waits. And there’s a lot more in store.
x EdgyShark x
P.S. To my stalker, I don’t give a damn about you anymore, but if I figure that you’re stealing anything that belongs to me intellectually, then you’re doomed. And I mean it. My IPR course wasn’t randomly for 8 credits gone down the drain. So beware. And it’s called a second chance not a twenty-second chance.
Let’s Face A Thousand Fears
Walk through the light, I’m already there. I’ll heal your heart in here.
And through this night, we’ll open each door and face a thousand fears.
And all this aching will disappear, when this night is done.
And when you speak it’s the only voice I will hear you are the one.
You know what I hate?
Being away.
It’s killing me and I know it’s killing whoever’s supposed to be on the other side.
Strength.
x EdgyShark x
The Mango People
We’re known as the Mango People, or the ‘aam janta’. It might be a sad joke, but the reality is worse.
They say that they let us make decisions and decide the future of what is to be. I might just be one of the above, hanging from a cold and lonely tree, waiting to bloom on my own and try and make a difference. But whatever it is, it’s not happening now.
It’s the older ones, the rotten mangoes on the top that get to do everything. They’re also the ones that receive the most sunlight and are exposed to treachery and wrath. And they love it, they love everyone moment of it.
What they don’t realize is that when the tree-economy shakes from the bottom, we’re the ones that will fall first. They’re on top so that they can get caught by the leaves and branches even if they do happen to take a plunge to the bottom. They think they’ll remain there forever.
But one day, too much sunlight and happiness will bring them down. It’ll show them truly where there guns lie, squashed on the ground. And we’ll be hanging somewhere in the middle, but we’ll be happy. And even when we do fall, our succulent insides, laden with wisdom, will only help us achieve what we want – nirvana.
x EdgyShark x
Extreme. Exhilaration. Emotion
It’s only when you experience all three together that you fall into this different world.
It’s happened to me. A couple of times maybe sometime ago. Everything then begins to feel achievable. And I feel it now. I don’t know what’s triggered this emotion but I do know that everytime I do feel it, I don’t want to stop.
I will now take a moment to admit and not hang my head in shame, the fact that I also like a Taylor Swift song.
Crap, now my Godfather’s never going to do beer rounds with me. 😛
x EdgyShark x
Butterflies And Rainbows
It’s the other way around, because of course it’s possible.
And I’m running and chasing, and they’re so pretty. The green meadow all around me, the sweet smell of freshly rained on grass. And then I’ll fall down and look at the golden sunset. So beautiful.
x EdgyShark x
Unattached Vibrant Living
Vodka, Vodka .. What?
See, that is what happens when you’ve had alot, I repeat A Lot to drink. Especially if it’s all vodka and nothingness. Although, it’s fun. Not the drinking, the tripping xD
So trip, get high on your own thoughts, you don’t need alcohol to make you go mad. That’s something I could teach you, maybe 🙂 Add funky touches with olives, slices of lemon, mint leaves, whatever. And then lose yourself, and dance.
Admit to yourself that you’re drunk on your own thoughts, your soul. And then forget your mind in that swirling mass of abstraction. It’s awesome, trust me.
Happy 2010, y’all.
x EdgyShark x
The Fallacy Of Existence 